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Life's too short not to.....


tell your family that you love them. Seriously. Times like these make me realize that I don't do that often enough. But you knew that one already. I'm not going to reveal life's secrets on here. Life has yet to tell me those. Here's a little conversation we had the other day:

Me: Life?

Life: Yeah?

Me: You know how in the beginning I always wanted to know what would happen next and how I couldn't wait for everything and all?

L: Are you quoting that Dawson's Creek theme song?! Fucking hate that one!

M: I am not! And can we please stick to the topic here?

L: Which is...me. Sure, go ahead.

M: Anyway, lately I found that I don't even want to know what will happen next. You haven't made it easy for me in the past few years, you know. And now I don't dare to find out what you will be like for me in the future.

L: That's because you're stupid.

M: Gee, thanks bu....

L: And how would you find out what will happen in the future? You'll only know what I hold for you once it happens. That's the great thing about me. I'm full of surprises you know.

M: Fuck, yeah!

L: It doesn't matter if you want to find out what'll happen or if you don't want to, it'll happen anyway.

M: Ok then, tell me how to have a happy life!

L: What, not content with what you've got?

M: Erm, no.

L: See, that's the problem right there!

M: You mean, I should be happy with the crappy life I've got and then I'll be happy? What kind of logic is that? That's like saying "Ok, I'm happy with the fat body I have right now" and bang! Slim I am! WTF, life, you suck!

L: Oh, get lost.

M: You too.

L: Ah no.



And that was it. No secrets, no wisdom. I have none of that but will write anyway. Maybe life's secrets and wisdom will come to me eventually.








I've become an aunt to a little boy who had the roughest start to life anyone can imagine and I already have so much respect for him. He's fighting to stay with this world and that alone makes me his biggest fan. Life keep that one with you.